Last of Illusions

Monday, May 14, 2007

I thought I could wait till I've reached 666 posts, but nah. I can't. No discipline. No patience. So as of this 628th entry, I have jumped onto the bandwagon and shifted blog to

www.otherthanthis.wordpress.com

This is due to the attractive nature of password-protection for selective entries. Anyway to my dear friends, the password will be the same password as our collective blog, unless otherwise set by me.

Goodbye blogger, and hello, wordpress!

She rambled at 12:26 AM
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Wednesday, May 09, 2007

and that was obviously written by Sya and Hafie. and I bet Sya was the mastermind. Hafie never writes "dearies" and I never do! HAHHH! gotcha!

She rambled at 9:23 PM
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my friends all came over and they made such a huge mess!!! they didnt even help to set up the stuff or help me clean up! all they did was complain and laugh. i had to be bree for the day. so irritating!! this is the last time i'm having them over.. well, except for the 2 best people in the world, hafie and sya.. they rock!! at least they helped a bit.. they made my pillow smell good with their moisturizers, lip balm and minyak kapak.. thanks my dearies.

She rambled at 2:27 PM
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Hafio tagged me..the rules of the game are blah blah blah.. Im pretty sure Ive done this before but who cares. SO here goes:

1. I am obsessed with citrus-like (orange and lime) and berries-like and minty smells. My body soap, my perfume, my shampoo, my air freshener, lip balms, moisturisers.

2. I like watching sappy love stories, even though I'll complain at their icky-ness.

3. I have frequent dreams of my teeth falling off or being really disgustingly uneven and dirty. (that's what braces does to you! irrational fear)

4. When I've kept my bottled-up anger for so long, I dream that I scream and that particular person and then I wake up screaming.

5. I still wish I lived in the east area. I miss my old house, and the convenience at going to other places there.

6. When I was young, I always puked out whatever I ate up till i was pri 3. Then my parents brought me to a foot reflexologist and my bullimia was cured. Just think, if they didn't, I would be THIN and malnourished, instead of FAT and healthy. hmm, hard choices..

7. Only my sister knows my deepest darkest secrets (and that's not even everything) because I don't trust anybody else.

8. When I hear somebody singing with a good voice, my heart does the pitter patter and I keep listening to him/her over and over again.

9. I give way to people alot to avoid disagreement or conflicts.

10. I like shiny stuff, especially glittery ones.

She rambled at 10:05 AM
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Monday, May 07, 2007

What Nuriahtu and I did on Friday. Pretty stuff.

I still cant get the perfect consistency for buttercream frosting. It keeps melting! Anybody has any ideas?

It's irritating when I've put in so much effort into doing something, and you just come along and say "oh.. its not that fantastic..", with that ultra disappointed look. Guess wad? Newsflash. People do not like a mouthful of frostings! It's pretty, no doubt about it. But nobody likes a mouthful of super-sweet-to-the-point-of-diabetes frosting. Oh, and while I'm in my bitchy mode, thanks alot for making my day. Just the best thing ever to end my freaking day.

I think I'm being over sensitive and plus, I don't take criticism well, especially when I have put in alot of effort in it. Well, excuse me for being huffy, so sue me.

She rambled at 12:52 AM
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Just watched Spiderman 3 this morning. Ive got alot to complain about the bloody cinema. And it's a good thing that I bought the tickets online (thanks to the debit card) because most of the tix were sold out. Anyway it was a great show, unexpected stuff happened and Tobey Maguire is still as slenger as ever --- even more slenger, (if that's even possible).

Spoiler alert:

Why are weird stuff always caused by something from outer space?

My mom bought tickets to watch Jangan pandang belakang for the 5.40pm show. Yay! Its scary like hell, so I think I should go to sleep before anybody else tonight.

Met Sharifah and Juli at John Little Causeway Point. They were going for a TK netball meetup thingy and watching the same show later! Sharifah was hugging me till I was about to pop like a balloon! I miss that girl man!!

See, I knew it's the people I hang out with that makes me high. After meeting Sharifah, my sister commented "Stop being so high can? I know that you've just met your friend.."

Ive just finished cleaning up a part of my room, more like the notes. I cant believe 2 years worth of notes are sooo much! ALOT of paper, like about 10 package tall or sthng! I cant bring myself to throw all of them into the dustbin. My superego (HAFIE, correct or not? the conscience.) is nagging at me. More like the environmentalist in me. So anybody knows where I can recycle paper? I'll feel much better knowing the paper has gone to a better place.

Anyway you all are cordially invited to my house this Friday. Come anytime you want, bring whatever vcds/dvds to watch k. N2f is gonna be baking stuff, Sya and Hafie have some serious frosting to do, and the rest of you can just eat.

She rambled at 3:41 PM
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Sunday, April 29, 2007

SO that's how I spent my weekend. watched a totally sucky show, Cadaver, which is sorta a prelude to my wonderful weekend movie marathon.

Followed by Fracture, which is a very good show. Anthony Hopkins' character is excellent, and I love all the witty remarks and comebacks in the show.

And lastly, ending the weekend with a bang, is the socially-unacceptable show, 200 pounds beauty. The guy's cute, the girl's pretty. Predictable storyline, but still enjoyable, nonetheless. A mixture of funny and sad (& touching) parts. Anyway I just realised something. In every korean show, there's always a cute guy (or at least the main actor), one natural beauty (who isn't considered pretty, but has other talents) and one overly made-up 'pretty' girl.

Anyway these 2 girls is the same girl. Why?? Go and watch the show.

So that was close to a total of $20 spent on movies, not including food.

Can't wait for ANTM tonight! WOHOO!

She rambled at 9:02 PM
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Friday, April 27, 2007

Exams dah bis! yay yay!! Exams dah bis!!

"Doo-dah-day!! zip-zip-pe-dee doo-dah-day!
Zip-pe-dee doo-dah, zip-pe-dee-day
My oh my, what a wonderful day!!"

To all of you who are still going through the rough pace of mugging, GOOD LUCK!! Focus on the light at the end of the tunnel. Eh, wrong. That one's for dead people. Oh well!!!! I don't care!!

Went to watch Cadaver with Shwetha, Yanni and Khairun. Sucky show, don't watch. Boring plot, boring twist, and very lame. ALOT of anti-climatic moments. I don't know about how scary the ghosts were cuz I was covering my face.

Alot of good shows coming! Can't wait!

Spiderman 3
POTC
Fantastic 4
Disturbia
The Stranger (sthng like that)
and many many more!

She rambled at 9:31 PM
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I had a nightmare. About freaking Unit Ops. I seriously think my brain's overworking, because in my dreams, I realised what a huge blunder I made in for the last question, and then I just screamed in exasperation. In the dream AND in real life. My sister thought something bad had happened. HAH! Higher level of dreaming man! Can analyse stuff!

Okay anyway, my weekly anecdote about my driving experience. I got lost trying to drive to NUH, and ended up in NTU! Started panicking and then thank god for the street directory. I followed the map of expressways closely. Luckily the traffic was damn slow, such that I could read the map every 10secs or so. Phew, got to NUH in one piece. Somewhere along Clementi Rd, I stopped at the red light and looked around to get my bearings. And this malay guy in this ultra-gay-light-blue mini car looked at me, adjusted his cap, started smiling in this freaking weird way. *shudder*

Anyway I didn't bother following the directions I printed from the streetdirectory.com because I couldnt find the road, and HEY! NUS is up ahead. Its safer for me to go through NUS than drive around outside. Im thankful for all those times I had to go to NUS for mock camps and camps and dikir practices so at least it didn't seem unfamiliar.

SO yay! Now I know how to drive to NUS and back home.

She rambled at 11:38 PM
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Went to 7-11 last night and guess wad?? You can take your own ice cream. Okay, it's been quite a while since I last did this. So we got all excited to use this!!!

And then we were wondering why no ice cream came out. We pressed it up and down and nothing seemed to come out! No nicely swirled ice cream. Guess why?

ITS EMPTY!! And my cousin was the one who pointed it out to me. Kental oh kental..

She rambled at 6:49 PM
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Monday, April 23, 2007

SO this month's my dad's turn to be hospitalised. That makes it a monthly thing for me to go to the hospital. And I freaking hate hospitals.

Feb: Grandpa
March: Mom
Apr: Dad

I hope nobody else in this world who matters to me will be hospitalised next.

This totally sucks. Like as if exams aren't bad enough.

My cousin (the one u all saw on my hp vid) was crying or at least holding back tears when he saw my dad. Going to hospitals has this bad vibes for him ever since my grandpa, and when he saw all those ECG stickers thingy on my dad, and the huge needle through his hand, the first thing he said was "..like Tok (grandpa).."

I hope my dad will be released (is that even the correct word?) tmr, and that there's nothing wrong with him, and everything will go back to normal, as if it never happened. And that's the perfect reason.

For totally selfish reasons, I hope he will get out tmr because I hate going to hospitals and NUH is so damn freaking far and so difficult to drive to that I shall not even attempt to, and I wanna go out with my friends this Friday.

She rambled at 11:22 PM
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I feel like crap.
I have the mother of all headaches!
Feels like somebody's squeezing my head into a pulp.
Feels like somebody's poking needles through my eyes.
Feels like my head's gonna burst.

To top it all off, everytime I attempt to study, I can hear warning sirens through my head, and it's making the bloody headache worse.

I swear this thing called Mr Exams is doing voodoo on me.

Or maybe its Mr Stress, which is the child of Mr Exams, who/which(?) is the child of Mr Procrastinator, Mr Lazy and Mr Denial. Okay that is totally wrong.bad bad images in my head.

Why is it called Mr, and not Ms? Because this is my blog and I can call it whatever I want.

AND
because guys love to inflict pain on others. On what basis?? I DONT KNOW!

Okay that totally justifies that I am officially bonkers!

She rambled at 3:26 PM
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